Its been awhile

I am now grounded by my dad because I have 1 D in school, 1 fucking D in school. I had more D's last semester than I do this semester, and all he did was hound me on homework. What the hell?!?!?! I try my best, but my parents except me to become a child prodigy over night because I'm in spectrum and plays the clarinet. WTF?!?! I can't do that in one day, I really do try, I really do. So I am now blogging behind his back, I'm just so stressed, I can't even hangout with friends until I turn that D in science into an B+ or at least an A-. I can't do that in a week! I know what the title of my blog says, but right now I don't feel :), i feel :((. I really do feel like that; but some good things came out of today, I got two lollipops from Nat, I'm with my aunt, I'm listening to Queen and I got a new book, which is fawesome! Heres the song:

The song makes me happy, but this video was the only one of this song that allows me to embed, so sorry people! I had a better video, I couldn't put it in my damn blog. >:/ hmph. Please enjoy this song.

I also really wanna perform this spirit guide contacting spell, but I don't have the supplies I need in order to perform it, which incredibly sucks ass. Cause I don't know what my guide looks like, and I really wanna meet him/her. Maybe you, my great friends, could help me get these supplies:

1: Alter candle (I might be able to get that)

2: Day candle (I can so do that, but that depends on the day)

3: 3 violet candles, and 3 white candles

4: Athame (a type of knife)

5: Clear glass of water (I can sooo do that)

6: Incense: anise, cardamon, and coriander

7: Oil:jasmine, lemon, rose, and sandalwood

8: Bathing Herbs: cinnamon, frankincense, myrrh, and sandalwood

Ya.....So contact me if you get any of that stuff please