Happiness makes me cry sometimes.

Last night I thought about happy memory's, and one of the memory's was on Monday when in science class, there was something about juices in you're body and Lydia started to poke me in the stomach while saying, "Juices!!!" It makes me smile now. And the song about how the world is awesome by Discovery makes me smile to. Along with other happy memory's when Lucy was still here in America and hung out with me. Just thinking about this stuff makes me cry happy tears. Don't worry people, I'm happy now. I feel great! :)  

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I got a new computer yesterday, its a Gateway netbook with windows 7. Its kind of cool, but the words on the screen are nearly invisible when there is no maximum zoom, so thats a half of a down point, its half cause you can easily fix the problem. I made my official facebook yesterday too. And I didn't need to lie about age! Woopie! 

             Kayleigh slept over last night, and like always at this time, she is still asleep. My mom thinks both of us are asleep, but only one of us is, and I'm just staying in my room for safety.

                  I am so bored right now and don't really know what to talk about, so good bye. 

Why do these things happen to me??

I just don't understand... Is there some dead person in the afterlife who has a grudge against me?? Cause now One found my blog and know who he is, and he is Nat! I can't say how I feel about him on here cause he will read and won't go to my party cause he would be to weirded out by me to go to it! But..... I could still write, maybe? I'm already depressed, so its not really going to affect me, is it? I really don't know, and I want to make this blog a little bit more happy (taking Nat's and other people's advice), I could probably change the background, but I like it to much..... But I should, right?
                        I should just say how I feel about Nat and get over with it cause he read my entry that was all about him, and he is completely weirded out already, I mean, what would happen, Nat would try to avoid me at all costs (please not happen, please not happen!) And Nat, if your reading this, pay close attention! 
                         Nat, you confuse me to much, sometimes I like you, and sometimes I want to crush you; but right now my feelings for you are sweet, but I don't give a damn if you tease me about it forever. I like you, a lot. I hope you respect that, and tell me how you really feel about me (no lying!) and if you don't like me the way I like you, I will respect that, but I may feel hurt and there is nothing wrong with that. Nat, please still come to my party, ok? Your a good friend, and even if you don't like that I like you more than a friend, please understand I will not force you to like me back. Now to let you know what I like about you, here is a list: 
              1. Your frigging funny
               2. As you call yourself a lot, you are a beast (sometimes)
               3. You can be very polite at times

Falling

I'm playing a game called falling bush and all you do is make bush fall, and you can squeeze through the giant bubbles, heres a link falling bush to it. Check it out, its fun!